Wow! Talk about a difficult run... I knew I was in trouble when we pulled into the Metropark and I saw the sign indicating that there was a Classic Car show in the park today. I joked with my husband about the pancake breakfast that they were also having, but it was the steady flow of awesome cars cruising into the park that was going to get me!
Seriously, though, I did have an interesting realization when I ran by the car how the first time, and then again at the end of my run (I didn't plan quite as well as I thought and had to run into the area where they were displayed). I was running with many people around. People who could obviously see me, because many of them said hello or waved at me. In the past, having that many people around would have made me terribly self-conscious - probably enough so that I would have slowed to a walk AND gone a different direction to be sure that no one saw me trying to run. This was a huge breakthrough for me! Whenever I have run - or done much of anything active like that - I been a closet exerciser. I don't want people to see me exercise because I'm afraid that they are judging me and thinking that I'll never be able to finish. That was different today. Actually for a while now, but I just realized it today. And it felt really great! And maybe - just maybe - there was someone who saw me who thought "Hey, look at her. She's a middle-aged woman and she's a new runner. Maybe I could do that!" Perhaps, by my having confidence in myself, I can inspire someone else! I'll be out running again tomorrow morning.
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